39 , Everything here is over , sighhhh . DD;
Maybe you guys will find me more happy at ,
http://yenf-aaaaaang.blogspot.com/
Hey. Lets stop here barhh . 39th post. Me enjoy using onsugar. This blog really left me beautiful mmrs , hmmm. ? Nth much . Say bye t the past ba? D;
Withlove,
YenFang
38 , 9th ...
我不会在为爱而陶醉。
Calming myself down this few days . I tried t think at the positive ways and stop thinking abt all those stuffs . My eyes tired , physically/mentally tired. Everywhere is tired. Afterall there will still be times 我忍不住落下眼泪.
&thn i realised , maybe its good t the both sides. I've nvr felt this way before. Everything and everything , even in my dream , its nvr this miserable. All i could do now is tell myself erm , stays at home , thinks abt reflect , do as much reflecting as possible before another year begins.I told myself not t repeat this mistakes , i told myself treat it as a lesson and not leaving a scar, tht's someone told me . & of cause i've been finding friends t talked t , because i feels really lonely . They gave me loads of encouragement and everything .They were with me 在我最艰难的时候 ,i'm touched by some of their words thanks alot for being there .I'll stay strong like wad kristin says , its not end of the world.Theres still alot of things waiting for me . These few days i've oso learnt t like looked deeper in things , erm , and one things is slowly i've learnt t looked at things from another angle and trying v hard t be optimistic .Maybe through everything i was hurt ,tears was waste , i felt lonely and everything.but definitely i did gain things from it .And i've to. Memories tht have kept with me all this while yeaps , it forever stays .Some might makes me tears again , some might make me smile silly-ly again .But afterall , it was u whom gave me .
Although i could typed here , although i can say tht nothing affects me when comes to your things. But , in my heart i cared so much, i really dontknow how can i forget , and i really dontknow whad can i do . It hurts so much right inside here , myheart. It can felt so badly , miserable D: I hope these days fastfast over D:
Maybe sometimes , we just dont need t get so serious in t things , because afterall is ourself tht hurt so badly.. Maybe i won't forget maybe i would . idontknow. But for now i know , i still love you so deeply . But again . You've shown me tht feeling would fade... I'm praying myself not t love you. I'm afraid my feelings towards you cannot be erased D: Please , i really want t forget everything , it hurts so much thinking abt it D:
& i want t thnkss my wei da de kor kor-Tjj. for wasting your time talking t me consoling me when none works , but i really appreciate so much .<3 Lover - G,L. G,L de fren , xc .. :] Siaozhabor -B. For being there , Sm & Sh && Shpy & me myself for dontknow wad la .Thanks for killing my boredom , and being a good listerner and adviser. I know i have t learn t be strong ...
I hope i will put down , step back , move on.
36, 29nov (v_v)
Hellos ? Whad should i say .... It been so long since i post ? Actually i wanna post at 3rd dec de ... Now is pointless. Hais . I don't know why i wanna post -.- Although i've gort so much t say so much t speak out.. But none actually could uses words t explain . Could someone understand my agony .___. Damn xinku. How can i barh this xinku-ness diu diao ? D: huh shimin ! dot she beside me. Okay w/e
Sighhhh. Afterall feeling is the most terrible thing. I wished i could loss mmr , i dont wanna think les . But everything inside is wahhkao .. Hais . Went t read my past blogs . Wtf. So happy and all all the class things.. So much so much but now .. I'm all alone . sighh .
i love you so much baby D':
35 , Happy 8th Month <3
Watching <<<<<<<<< haha baby playing dota . Coldieme .ZZZZ. Nvm . Happy 8mth <3 lovedieyouuuu~~~~ :D
Enough of this & tht . Now is a new start .
I don't want t know , i don't want t see . I only want you.
34 , Life is bored .
Suddenly i have the urge t STOP posting onsugar. -.- Although i've got alot t say , plenty photos t describe my wonderful day . Still , i dont feel like doing it alrdy. I'm so fucking bored today. Ytd went t slack till 7am . Reached shuhui home 7 around there . slp t 3 , oh wadever. Msging w/baby. Misssss ! D': Sian . Boreddieme .
I'M SO SAD AND BORED NOW D': HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS .
